2 years

wow happy 2 years to my dear beautiful girlfriend i honestly find this the most nerve racking thing in the world this is crazy i love you so much i really do im sorry about the past year we have had alot of rough moments with everything ive always stuck by your side threw it all and i know i ll be here to annoy you take care of you love you make you smile hug you kiss you make you feel amazing keep you warm give you my jumper for when you are cold and upset ill be here forever no matter what happends ill always be here for you i l love you and i always will. ive loved you from the very start baby, since i met you at the skate park with you love heart jumper and  jean tights on i said to myself wow this girl is really beautiful jumping in puddles made you even cuter i knew i liked you it didn’t take long for me to fall in love with you honestly i knew right from when i laid eyes on you that you would be in my life for a long time, im sorry about how so many things have kept us from being us ive missed you alot everything has turned to shit these passed months i cant beilve how much i miss having my happy girl around for as long as i ve met you you used to be my everything you still are we just arnt as close anymore witch is upsetting ive always turned to you for help but now when i do you just bumped me off. i really hoped for the day to come where everyone would see us walk down the ile together and i always thought that i was the best person in your life but i know ive messed up in my brain department for you to not enjoy me being around anymore ive always told you how much i love you and how amazing you were at best and worse of times even tho in my head i knew that im going threw a war in my head and im still just not complaing about it because i know everyone says theres nothing wrong with me and at the start of us i thought you knew when i was going threw something that wasnt right and i know you have alot aswell i have been there for you threw it all i just put all my stuff in my head aside let it still go to war, but i was always trying to stop it just for you but it was harder then i thought you have been my only friend since we got together you have always been there for me i know that no one will read this because its just another love story and im just being stupid but yeah i have to say i am because thats what people want to here me say i am stupid i have nothing wrong with me im fine man up, im sorry for everything i have done that you hated sweet heart maybe you knew that i had demons in my head you just didnt want to beilve it maybe you knew that my life is worthless because i cant get a job and im a none and you know that people dislike me and i should just be pushed into a dark alley and beaten left to die, ive always loved you and i always for as long as my soul and heart are here. i dont have anyone to turn to because i have no friends besides your self and whole everyone calls me a jerk im just sitting here thinking why cant i get help and why cant i have a happy life with you again im sorry for saying the ideas you disliked all i was thinking about is just being close to you i just thought maybe she might just want to be close to me next to a warm fire and talk about everything just maybe i can have a good state of mind for one day and then ill leave everyone to be happy, im not lucky im not a person people should waste there time on all i wanted was help i tryed my hardest to  be someone you loved and i failed i crashed and burned im sorry for that ill always love you tiarna my sweet princess don’t ever forget me xox

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250 men and women were asked to draw what these emotions felt like in their bodies. These are the combined results

HOLY FUCK THIS IS HOW I FEEL PEOPLES EMOTIONS HOLY GOD PH MY I THINK THIS IS PROOK OH MY GOD I AM FREAKING OUT ANGER IS SHARP AND ITS IN YOUR HEAD AND HANDS SADNESS IS IN YOUR CHEST JOY IS ROUND AND ITS TRUE YOU DONT FEEL MANY EMOTIONS IN YOUR LEGS HOLY SHIT

This was a huge confidence boost for me and one of my favorite reblogs of the year

This is so beautiful

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when i get bored with a sharpie and a notepad.

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4/7/13 at Chain Reaction.

This was taken when The Ghost Inside performed ‘White Light’. That song, means so much to me. I know how Jonathan feels, I know what he went through. It’s so hard losing someone close to you. I won’t go into what my story is, but I still deal with it till this day. Anyways…I was front and center for that song. Vigil saw me crying uncontrollably (judge me). But yeah, he held me, sang to me in a way. Just….held my head in his arms. It was so meaningful. I screamed into the mic for most of that song too but like, I could hear the emotion in his voice….his eyes told a story. it’s hard to explain. This band has helped me deal with all the negative bullshit in my life. When I met Jonathan for the second time, I thanked him for everything. He also wrote “stay positive” on my ticket. And I’ve been doing just that.This photo means all the world to me. And i’m so thankful the photographer captured this moment. 

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stories like this are why i listen to the music i do.

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